So let’s talk… When I was diagnosed with my mental illness I was 26. I had a break down. There I was a single mom, living at home with my mother, struggling to find the positive and see our future. I remember thinking “Oh my God, I’m crazy! This is what crazy feels like!” I…
That day you referred to your Neurosurgeon as “Uncle Deep-Pockets”…
I found out that my neurosurgeons’ contract wasn’t going to be renewed in early December. I literally thought I was loosing a family member. He has been like a trusted Uncle that you only see at weddings or if you need money. ‘Uncle Deep-Pockets’… Only in this case he doesn’t have deep pockets, or if…
“OMG! I would love to be off work!”
Picture this… You’re in your 20’s, you’re just starting or graduating school, you’re working that survival job until you really find that ‘dream’ position (if that’s possible), not enough time has past so that you haven’t drifted apart from your friends from high school. You have, for all intents and purposes, a budding future. With…
Intracranial Hypertension and Brain Tumours… Similar but different
Trigger Warning: Discussion about suicide in this blog post. When you first notice something is wrong with you, what’s the first thing you do? I know from my experience that I ignored it. I would tell myself it was stress, or I was tired, or, or, or. I literally could think of anything else being…
New Doctor Date
The day finally came. The day I’ve been waiting months for. The day I have been reminding Endi, and him reminding me about since November. NOVEMBER!Two days before Endi’s birthday we set the car on autopilot to our favourite, er… not so favourite hospital for yet another doctors appointment. But this one was special… ist. …
40… Finally!
I woke up, what is now yesterday morning, dreading the entire day. What I didn’t know was that it was going to be one of the single best days of my whole life. See I turned 40. To me this number scared me to no end and I couldn’t, and still can’t, quite put my finger…
40… Almost
So I’m turning 40. I know right, this hot mess doesn’t look a day over 38 and a half! But it’s eating at me. I remember when I turned 25 and thinking “Oh my God, my life is almost half done!”, now my life may very well actually be half done! It’s a crisis of sorts….
Happy Anniversary IIH
It started with a spot. I tried to wipe it away, but for some reason my eyes would not give me that spot back. I held my head to the side so I could see in some sort of focus, but it was difficult. I had a headache, but this wasn’t a normal headache. This headache…
Positivity
Staying positive isn’t easy. Lately I’ve been faced with a slue of crazy incidents and people that have been testing my ‘stay positive’ attitude. It’s been so hard. It started when we got the email that we didn’t get house #2, you see initially I didn’t believe that there was any damage at the house because…
Stress Hangover
I woke up yesterday at 5pm. Some might say I’m lucky to be able to sleep all day and not have anyone bother me. No kids coming in inquiring about what’s for lunch, or dinner for that matter. No worries about who needs to walk the dog. Endi even made sure I had my meds…
Brain Surgery #6
Recently I had a major seizure that lasted over five minutes. Scary, I know. Not really for me at the time because I have no recollection of it, even to this day. I don’t remember feeling like it was going to happen, like I usually do, or it happening at all. My mother and daughter were…
Moving and being Pre Judged
As some of our close friends know we are looking for a new home. Sadly the owners of our house decided to sell while I was in the hospital and it kind of gave us a bit of a shock. Immediately after opening my eyes from brain surgery I started our hunt for a new place…
